Sorrow

I swear, from now on, come what may: No more Mr. Nice Guy.

I've had enough being on the losers' end. This ends today.

Depression

I have no fucking idea why.There aren't enough happy things to keep me going anymore.

Games, manga, books, sports, friends, outings, you name it.

Nothing cheers me up anymore.

Sure, I'll laugh and smile and even cry from the funnies, but they're no longer happy stuff anymore. I get depressed and emotional and sensitive even more easily nowadays. Even obsessively gaming no longer helps.

I need an alternative, and I need it soon. I know my mind is breaking. I need to stem the tide before it breaks.

Opportunity?

It's crazy. So much to happen in a week. Why must everything happen all at once?!


Sent out multiple resumes, got a job interview and a follow-up offer after that, at Seagate too, relatively prestigious, I'd say.


Then here comes another opportunity. AFTER I signed my contract with Seagate.


GRRRR!~! WTF?!

But then again I DO need the money.

I'll have to wait for awhile for things to stablize before I can further my plans.. but will opportunity wait?

Hah. doubt so.

Oh well..

Just wanna be happy.

Title says it all.

Just wanna be happy.
Don't wanna think sad.
Just wanna be happy.
Don't wanna think bad.

Just wanna be happy.
And make merry.
Just wanna be happy.
And stay merry.

Just wanna be happy.
But I cannot.
Just wanna be happy.
But I could not.

Just wanna be happy.
Not even asking for much.
Just wanna be happy.
Giving my best and all.

Just wanna be happy.
But some people just don't want it to be.
Just wanna be happy.
But some people just want me to not be.

Just wanna be happy.
Just wanna be happy.
Just wanna be happy.

Just happy.