Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Losing Heart

April 11, 2014.

The deadline to make a decision.
A decision I once thought easy.
A decision made before.

Goddamnit. Why do I have to go through this again?

Received a magazine from my uni.
Of all the things that caught my eye, an advertisment on skincare products did.
Of all the things that I was reading, a name got stuck in my head.

D-e-n-i-s-e-S-o-o-n-g.

She's a complete stranger, but something about her, something about her eyes made an impact on me. I tracked her via FB, and presto, got a direct hit.

A quick look through her public photos enthralled me. How could anyone appear so flawless?
And a quick run through of the events of the past 3 weeks came and went.

I am not prepared.
I am losing heart.




... Help me.