Hello.
And I'm back.
Why am I always back to this accursed place?
I swear sooner or later this place is gonna grow a soul and consume critters.
I need to vent, again.
I'm breaking down.
So I need a break.
Irony, needing a break when I'm breaking.
When can I get a break?!
... Okay I'm done venting tonight. Too tired to event vent more. haha.
Monday, October 21, 2013
Friday, April 19, 2013
Over
I'm gonna stop believing now.
Every time I raise my hopes, every time it gets taken down, hard.
I'm done. Perhaps I truly need to wait, years maybe, even. Or should I just stop hoping altogether?
Is that what you want?
You win, dude, you win. Proven your point enough? Do what you must then. You sure love sending me on Merry-Go-Rounds just to tell me repeatedly that wherever I am just does not work.
Thanks. I got it already, so please, do me favour, tomorrow morning, please, get them to send me back replies to seal the deal and I'll just be on my damned way to yet another day.
Every time I raise my hopes, every time it gets taken down, hard.
I'm done. Perhaps I truly need to wait, years maybe, even. Or should I just stop hoping altogether?
Is that what you want?
You win, dude, you win. Proven your point enough? Do what you must then. You sure love sending me on Merry-Go-Rounds just to tell me repeatedly that wherever I am just does not work.
Thanks. I got it already, so please, do me favour, tomorrow morning, please, get them to send me back replies to seal the deal and I'll just be on my damned way to yet another day.
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Drained
I guess that's it.
My rage has drained to the point I no longer vent as frequently now.
If I had to guess.. I probably shortened my lifespan by 5-10years?
Hahaha.. Well that might be a good thing.
Anyways, time to embark on my new journey.
A white blog full of funnies; the contradiction of this one.
I'll be back though, I'm sure.
This will stay as my inner dark self.
My rage has drained to the point I no longer vent as frequently now.
If I had to guess.. I probably shortened my lifespan by 5-10years?
Hahaha.. Well that might be a good thing.
Anyways, time to embark on my new journey.
A white blog full of funnies; the contradiction of this one.
I'll be back though, I'm sure.
This will stay as my inner dark self.
Monday, February 04, 2013
Outburst
It happened again.
And each time it happens, the headache that comes after becomes more severe.
I guess a few more times and I'm gonna rip my brain arteries a new hole somewhere.
Better go get my will done in case I keel over for no particular reason.
And each time it happens, the headache that comes after becomes more severe.
I guess a few more times and I'm gonna rip my brain arteries a new hole somewhere.
Better go get my will done in case I keel over for no particular reason.
Friday, January 11, 2013
Ragnarok Online
Ragnarok Online.
The name brings back unbelievable memories. This song. I fell in love with it the moment I heard it play. Hearing it now makes me want to tear up.
Scrolling my cursor down, I saw a Youtube user's comment:
Although I never experienced the same warmth of having met and made friends online, I understood how he felt when I quit RO as well. All the memories, the cheers, laughs, excitement and frustrations.. You can never believe how much this game meant to me.
Games, as well as books, anime, and manga, were the source of my soul's salvation, my escape from reality. Certainly, it made me an "otaku", so what? At least I'm living with a source of comfort, however meagre.
When I learnt of RO2's final release as an OBT (Open Beta Test), I was overjoyed. I kept myself up through the night knowing I needed my sleep for work the next day, but screw that. RO came first.
The login screen. I was filled with trepidation as I went through the motions of logging into a game that I had been waiting forever for. But I was disappointed.
True it is an OBT, but the game was so unpolished and had so many bugs and issues and translation fails that it totally boggles my mind. How can anyone fail that bad? WTF? Don't you guys have the money to hire people with proper English? I had to admit, the first few hours/levels of gameplay was awesome for me. But it was a totally different game now, one which had lost the flavour that was RO.
I have so much I wish to talk about this but I know I need my sleep. Another day perhaps, I'll continue my story.
The name brings back unbelievable memories. This song. I fell in love with it the moment I heard it play. Hearing it now makes me want to tear up.
Scrolling my cursor down, I saw a Youtube user's comment:
Although I never experienced the same warmth of having met and made friends online, I understood how he felt when I quit RO as well. All the memories, the cheers, laughs, excitement and frustrations.. You can never believe how much this game meant to me.
Games, as well as books, anime, and manga, were the source of my soul's salvation, my escape from reality. Certainly, it made me an "otaku", so what? At least I'm living with a source of comfort, however meagre.
When I learnt of RO2's final release as an OBT (Open Beta Test), I was overjoyed. I kept myself up through the night knowing I needed my sleep for work the next day, but screw that. RO came first.
The login screen. I was filled with trepidation as I went through the motions of logging into a game that I had been waiting forever for. But I was disappointed.
True it is an OBT, but the game was so unpolished and had so many bugs and issues and translation fails that it totally boggles my mind. How can anyone fail that bad? WTF? Don't you guys have the money to hire people with proper English? I had to admit, the first few hours/levels of gameplay was awesome for me. But it was a totally different game now, one which had lost the flavour that was RO.
I have so much I wish to talk about this but I know I need my sleep. Another day perhaps, I'll continue my story.
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