I need warmth.
Human warmth.
My girlfriend has asked me on several occasions when we quarreled: "Why do you need a girlfriend when you're so capable of everything? Why do you still need me if you don't want me to help you?"
Yes certainly, I am capable of doing everything in life by myself.
Except childbirth and sex. Hence the girlfriend.
As shallow as that may sound, that is the truth.
A man needs a woman for her childbearing properties. And sex.
A woman needs a man for protection.
Yet these fundamental needs have been forgotten by society. This very thing we call "civilization". Men and women are denied their very basic needs because of these things we call "equality" and "justice", based on the majority's judgement of "this is right, therefore it is so".
I call it the Vanity of People's Refusal to Accept Jealousy and Envy.
For all our beloved "Justice" is worth, it is based on nothing more than the decisions of the many. Sometimes not even so, especially in this day and age, where decisions are made by the powerful and the rich.
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Here's an example:
A boy and a girl gets together and falls in love. They're blissfully in love for 4 years, and though neither one of them are believers in God, their principles and beliefs practically "obeys the Bible". Although the couple were happy together, they were not satisfied. Reason being simple enough: the boy was denied his needs and the girl had issues due to the boy's dissatisfaction.
As much as the boy respects his girlfriend's decision of waiting for the formality of marriage, his basic, physical needs are not fulfilled, hence the dissatisfaction.
Now looking for this example, what's wrong with it? The boy's willing to wait, doesn't his willingness proves his commitment enough for society and the law to respect him? Nope. Not happening.
Now let's look at another couple: they've been together for 5 years... and half of it wasn't blissfully in love. Despite the fact that the girl loved the boy enough to give in to his needs, believing that he will honor her by exchanging his satisfaction for hers.
It didn't happen.
The boy broke the girl's heart by leaving the relationship for another girl. Failing that, he came back and asked for forgiveness and wanted to be back in the relationship. Silly as the girl was, she accepted. For he was her first. Thereafter, their relationship became strained. The girl was uncomfortable and didn't want the relationship anymore. Why would she, when her needs of protection is not obtainable?
Yet, she stays. Because she has already given up something that this "society" values, due to the written laws of a "holy book". Days goes by, and her heart and soul gets eaten away, little by little.
What of the law? What of "society's fairness"? The boy in the first relation and the girl in the second didn't get any fairness. They both gave in order to fulfill the needs of their chosen one, but got nothing in return.
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Now, the boy and the girl with unfulfilled needs happened to be distant friends who stayed distant for the sake of their chosen ones. Why did they have to stay distant? Reason being: Jealousy and Envy. For both their partners are selfish and refuse to allow their other halves to have a potential contact with people who may be able to satisfy them, taking them away.
Chemistry sparked between the two. Simply because they realized the other was more then willing to sacrifice oneself to make the other happy. Kindred spirits, if you may. Both parties refuse to leave their other simply because they do not wish to see hurt inflicted on them. But it was clear that they wanted each other, but yet could not.
Because again, "society" stands in the way.
What do you call a person who, despite being in a relationship, loves another?
3rd party? Slut? 2-timer? Asshole?
Yet however, can this "immoral couple" be blamed for their choices?
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Day after day. I grow more and more weary of this world and its useless and senseless obsession with things that makes life difficult. Isn't life bad enough as it is? The fact we're all born crying when we enter this world is proof enough that this world is shit, isn't it?
Why the hell do we then make it even more difficult for ourselves?
The answer? For the sake of the powerful, the rich, and the ones who wish to be deemed as "pure".
It is my wish that people would wake up and see that the world isn't as structured as they deem it to be. Escape the system. Too many are lost, manipulated to work at the beck and call of society.
Failing that, here's cheering on for The End of The World on 2012!
Wake up. Before its too late.
