Thursday, January 13, 2005

A very short post..

Well.. I don't really feel like writing much today.. So I'm gonna make this short!

I wonder why is it that whenever there are updates to do.. they always come in a bunch? speaking of which, I had just finished updating my anti-virus software and currently installing the updates to microsoft..

Heck.. Why are humans so destructive? Whether it's physical or psychological.. why do people just like to "destroy" stuff? o.O

On the other hand.. Why do people do crazy things over "love"? Isn't it hard enough to "find love" as it is? >.< I'll probably never get the answer to that...

That's it.. more to come in the future.. If i do manage to keep up my blog entries.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Continuing the string of posts..

Heh.. Don't really know what to write.. Feels weird if I take blogging as a form of personal diary.. Like.. it's supposed to be personal? =D

Ah... for the first time in a long time.. finally there's no more work to bug my mind.. spent my after-school hours reading comics heh... speaking of which.. I haven't been reading as much as I would have liked. >.< Doh.

Feeling weird nowadays... Like.. Everything's so glassy and all.. like.. a bubble. Bleh.. I feel like crap.. Not enough sleep, maybe?

I hate the way life zips by just like that. Like.. everything's so laid out and dull. And if it ain't dull, it's full of shit. Like bad luck for instance.

ZzzZzz.. Forget it.. My mind's blank right now.. just making a post for the sake of a post.. heh.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Delays and the Third Post!

... Can't believe it.. it's just only been the third/fourth day and I'm already slacking in my entries.. =P Somehow I just knew I couldn't make it a point to make a new post everyday.. A problem of willpower?

Another boring day.. School and such.. slept for 4.5 hours and woke up to a cold morning.. (as with every other days, heh =D) Day in, day out, the same routine.. to school, back home, for 5 days, 2 days of weekends, and repeat..

>.< Damn.

Ain't there something to perk up life? I mean.. to have to do the same crap everyday is really boring.. even with the occasional "out-of-line" activities and events.. is that all there is? Like, we were born into this world crying, and from that point on we keep on learning stuff and such.. walking, talking, taking care of ourselves, etc. Finally, when we're about 4 years old we start to attend nurseries and such and start to learn our basic language(s) and maths. Then after a couple of years we move onto primary education, then secondary, and finally teritary. A degree, masters or even a Ph.D if we can make it. But! By then.. how old are we? =X 30? No.. that's the age of a genius.. 40? Yeah, around there.. 50 if you're aiming for a (maybe a couple?) Ph.D..

Then we go to work.

Let's say the average human. Goes to school from age 4 up till maybe 28. Gets a job. Works for 5-10 years. Gets married. Divorce after a couple of years (common occurence for people nowadays). Work till retirement (20-30 years after getting out of school). And then what? Enjoy your "Golden Age"? =X I think not.

What's there to do? You're already over your prime. You can't do extreme sports, you can't bungee jump, you can't take high-adrenaline things (rides, sports (e.g. parachuting), 'cause it's bad for the heart), etc. You may say: "Do those stuff in your prime then! Take pictures! Keep memories!". Erm. Hello? However true that may be, consider the competitive-ness (A.K.A. rat race) of our "modern human society". Taking a couple of weeks off just to "keep memories" of yourself doing stuff in your prime would deal you a mortal wound. In the form of your career, that is.

Consider also the fact that if you don't save up enough for your "Golden Age", you probably aren't gonna survive in this cold harsh world. More considerations if you have to support a family. Headache huh?

Makes me wonder why this world is built/designed like this.. You have to waste decades of your life getting the necessary documents just in order to get a decent job. Especially in this new era/millenium.

Blah. Forget about that. Back to being the good ole' geeky schoolboy that I am. Nothing much I can do anyways. Except whining that is. =X

And yes! I finally finished my EPS wiring which is due tomorrow early morning! Not that it's exactly 100% done, but...

Exams are coming up around the corner too.. 2 more weeks and the exams are here.. Speaking of which.. Nearly half my semester is gone.. 0.0 time flies..

Damn... I never seem to be able to catch enough sleep.. 6.5 hours later I've gotta wake up and go to school again... and I've yet to take my bath! Argh!!!

Alright.. I'll be running along now..

Sunday, January 09, 2005

The 2nd post!

Haha.. my 2nd post in an isolated little corner in the internet.. =D

Heck.. I think I'm alittle scared now.. my sister's blog got totally wrecked by viruses.. and thus I think I won't be "upgrading" my blog for the time being.. since i'm only using it as a "on-line diary" =P

Woke up at 4 pm in the afternoon today.. and somehow wasted my entire day hitting on the PS-2.. and i still have my EPS wiring to complete.. ack =X

The time's currently 11 pm on a Sunday.. and it's a school-day on the next.. Why do weeks go by so quickly? 2 more weeks of study then its term break + the common papers.. o.O Fast.. to me it's like school term has barely started, and we're half-way through now..

Whatever. Going to have a bath and sleep now.. Oh glorious bed.. =P

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Mah first blog!

Heh.. well.. title says it all.. wanted to give blogging a try =P

Finally! Finished creating a working blog.. but well.. as you can see.. it's not complete yet. Whatever. Give me some more time yeah?

Ok. Fine.. I'm leaving it alone until i learn more about blogging.. =X Apparently, it's not as easy as i would've thought it to be.. heh..