But that doesn't seems its gonna be easy, what with the distraction going on at the moment.
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The issues in my heart sits heavy. I keep thinking about them over and over. And at the very end I realized I was comparing. What if I didn't had anything to compare to? Would I be happy with the way things are right now? I most probably would, with a couple of exceptions, but nothing like the way I keep thinking right now.
A week has already passed and Dec is well on its way. Today is the 7th, and I feel that I should end this soon, quickly. Christmas would be a great deadline to meet to clear up the smoke that has been left lying around for too long.
I just wish that my heart realizes what it wants earlier and be firm in its choice. This swinging sensation is terrible, no more please. Being able to choose is a great thing; being forced to choose stinks.
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