WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS!??! YES I MADE MISTAKES, YES OTHERS MADE MISTAKES, YES EVERYONE MADE POOR CHOICES WE ALL DID THE SAME THING TO ONE ANOTHER WE HURT EVERYONE AROUND US WE TRIED TO LOVE BUT ENDED UP BEING HURT AND FOR WHAT?! I WANNA STAY WITH V BECAUSE SHE IS DIFFERENT THE FEELING IS JUST DIFFERENT THERE IS NOTHING MUCH ELSE TO SAY SIMPLY BECAUSE THE WAY WE THINK ACT AND BEHAVE IS JUST SO COMPATIBLE WITH EACH OTHER AND PLUS THE FACT THAT SHE IS WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO MAKE ME HAPPY. HOWEVER HER ATTITUDE AND BELIEFS ARE MESSED UP! I DON'T WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE BEING WITH A WOMAN WHO DARES NOT COMMIT AND WILL SHY AWAY AT THE FIRST SIGHT OF DANGER! WHAT KINDA COUPLE SPLITS AND RUNS AWAY FROM EACH OTHER WHEN THERE'S SHIT HAPPENING?? HY IS DIFFERENT BECAUSE SHE LOVES ME TRULY FROM THE BOTTOM OF HER HEART BUT SHE DOESN'T TRUST ME AT ALL. ALL THE SHIT WE'VE TRIED TO RESOLVE BUT NEVER DID. ALL THE LIES THAT CAME UP BETWEEN US, AND THE AWKWARD ATMOSPHERE. OMFG... I KEEP TRYING. EVERYONE TOLD ME JUST GIVE IT A SECOND CHANCE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT MAY HAPPEN BUT HEY THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT'S INSIDE.. HY CARES FOR ME VERY MUCH BUT HOWEVER SHE JUST ALWAYS WANNA HELP OUT, SHE JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LOVE FOR HER. AND NOT JUST THAT SHE NEVER UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL EITHER!! SHE CAN GET HER GUESSES ABOUT WHAT I'M THINKING GREAT BUT MY FEELINGS ARE ALWAYS CONSTANTLY BEING TRAMPLED BY HER. GODDAMNITALL.
I'M TIRED AND WILL RANT ANOTHER DAY.
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