Deep Dive

Sometimes I wonder. All the things I've done, has always been committed after several rounds of reconsideration in my head. I've always been putting others first, or careful consideration of consequences before I would dare to do anything.

I think its think its fine to screw everything and take the plunge. Maybe I'll come out stronger, better.

Maybe I'll finally get what I want. Worse case is that I'll drown. But what's the difference between drowning and dying elsewhere? Might as well.

2011 is the year of decisions. We'll see.